So it's been a long time, blogspot. But it's summer now and I felt that it was time I start writing again. I used to write all the time, but I never do anymore and I miss it. I think writing is a great way to get your feelings and thoughts out. I know from experience that keeping things all bottled up does absolutely no good in the long run. Even if it seems okay in the moment. Spoiler: it's not.
So it's safe to say I had a really hard semester, probably hardest time in my life so far. But now that it's summer I feel like I made it to a new start in my life. That horrible semester is behind me, and so are all of the shitty things that happened. I really just want to do things that make me happy and stop dwelling on the sad things. I don't want anyone to have any power over me, and I feel so many individuals did, when they didn't deserve it. I'm marking the start of summer as a completely fresh start. I want to get out of routine, I want to be motivated, I want to smile everyday, I want to listen to new music, I want to try new things. And above all, I want to LIVE. I've been thinking lately about how we only have one life and how I don't want to look back on it with regret. If something makes me happy, I'm going to do it (within reason, everyone calm down). Our planet is absolutely incredible, and I'm just extremely happy and grateful that I get to see it, experience it, and live on it. I want to be remembered as the girl who lived a full life and did not take it for granted. Everyday that I am on this Earth I promise I will do and be my absolute best for ME and everyone in my life.
ily
-boulder college student
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